Where There's Smoke There's Reno

XP Is all I need to explain today.
Power went out last night so I was late to work. Bowser is sick and at the vet right now. T~T
My car is dead and when I say dead I mean it. Time to get a new one. I'm not feeling so well.
Had nightmares all night. Huge piles of paper work and oh so much more.

Today sucks.

[Private only viewable to Rufus]
I think it was Tammy who talked to the papers she's been acting funny ever since it came out.
Tammy Yokiyama is her full name.

So Today was my first full day back to work in a while. I would just like to say whoever the fuck it was that put all of this: On my desk is sooooooooooooooooooo dead.

[P/NH]
IT was really hard to make my self go to work today. I felt out of place and almost unwanted.
I almost wonder if there was any point to me coming back.

I think I need more friends...


That is all.

I got Basch A birthday present but it didn't get here until today. ;~; But thats okay.

What do you think Balthier?




It's a Templar knight Celtic cross it stands for Chivalry and Virtue.

It just screams Basch to me. XD

I've been using my free time for really good things.
Lately I've been going out side the city and playing my violin again. I've been singing a little as well. Nothing to much ya no cuz well Lung and all but yeah. I missed it.

{only viewable by Rude}

I know you regret it and all and I'm sorry but...oh never mind

It's about damn time old man! Also get better now!

And who the hell started the fire?

I feel bad for all you kids.

{NVPB: Hey if any of you guys(you know who I'm talking to) Need a fake ID I know a guy.}

I've found myself at a problem I'm kinda sick of my box being so messy( yes even I have my limits). So I started cleaning....a lot. lets just say I filled my out side trash can as well as two others that are currently not in use. I have a lot of clothes to take down stairs (don't worry the nice lady is helping me with that since it's her laundry day too). But try as I might I can't find my good suit. I really do want to look nice for Vincent and Yukari's Wedding. I mean really nice. I kinda want to show off just how well I can clean up you know. But I can't do that if I don't have a suit. So please Help!! I just need someone to help me pick it out.(and go with me I still find my self using the wheel chair for long distant travel)

Bowser seems to like the place more now. I also like the fact that I found some of my old snes games XD.

I'M FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~!!!!
*goes on for a long time to end with coughing fit.*
Ow crap Any who I just got into my Box after my stay in white room hell. (though some of it was quite nice.)
Got meet an Awesomeclumsy kid he made Kappa maki ^_^ it was so damn yummy. I'm still wondering how to thank him.
But anyways...RUFUS RUDE!!! I want my kitty! I miss him sooooooooooooooo much!!!!1!!1 T~T
so plz I can haz my kitty?

So I'm going to be let out soon!!!!!!!! Finally damn it. I've met some pretty cool people in here and got some numbers, but I miss my place and my kitty. It's strange to wake up and not have him snuggling me.

Someone please come visit me!!!

((ooc: this was suposed to go before the log with Hana-kun but I forgot sorry -_-'))

{GUYYYYYSSSSSSSSS I'm bored!!!! And hungry ...The hospital food is yucky. I want Kimchi and pizza and BOOZE!! *thwack* owwwwwww the nurse just smacked me!! mean old hag Good looking count up too two now creepy doctor and this cute younger guy. I would have said something to him buuuuuuuuuuuttt I got a look from the nurse.
Oh something else one should not be able to Taste the medicines that is going into your veins!!! but thats whats happening. It's cuz they have something that goes into my heart or some shit. One of the lab tecs said my veins are evil other wise. I want to go hooooooooooooooooooommmmmmmmmmmmmmeeee I want out of bed even more. This sucks.}

{ *cough* Ummmm High everyone out there. Reno here and I'm awake. Basch is asleep half laying on my legs. It's kinda cute if i had a camera I'd take a picture for Balthier.

Sooo This place sucks ASS There is NO hot nurses so far. the only semi-good looking one is evil as hell. The guy who came to take my blood last was kinda cute but I couldn't even lift my arms to grab his ass. I don't like lying here with tubes shoved any me or drugs in my body that I didn't put there. Oh and the Doctor don't get me started on the Doctor he was in here to check on me just a few seconds ago...Talk about HOT and I'm not talking goodlooking I'm saying sex ozing out of his pours... BUT he's also kinda creepy, okay really creepy. He made my evil doer since go screaming. But damn is he sexy umm *cough cough* owwwwwwwwwwwwweeeeeee. anywho I'm awake and alive none of you better a have gone a did something stupid while I was out. Thats MY job. Oh shit got go the docs coming back bye.}

I stole this from Rufus...I wonder how many wtf's I'll get.
( teh meme crack )

Work has been really hard over the last few days. I think someone told Vincent to keep me and Rude apart for a while and for once I'm glad.
I'm such a fucking moron--I just wanted him to understand how I felt. I'm wonder what made me think it would matter to him. He never gave a damn about it before. No matter what kind of hint or line I gave NOTHING ever worked. I give up. Fuck it. I don't want love anymore--not his, not anyone's. The only person who hasn't let me down in life is Basch. At least I've got that right?

So fuck you, Love, I don't I don't want you ether.

((OOC:gods make it stop the Pandora's box of emo is killing me XP))

I would just like to say I'm the biggest fucking idiot in the whole Gods-be-damned world.

Wondering why I'm saying this? Here is why. I kissed Rufus! Yes, that's right, big old dumbass me kissed him. And before you say anything--yes, I am aware he and Rude are now a couple.

That is part of the reason this is so goddamned bad.

I'll admit it I am not the happiest fucking person in the world about them being together--I really do care about them both but I want them to be happy.

I just got caught up in the moment... I was so angry with him... I just wanted him to understand why it made me act the way it did.

{Not veiwable to anyone but Basch}
I was able to get today off so I took flowers to Mom. I spent nearly the 3 hours there just praying and crying. I really miss her. I miss Grandfather and Grandmother a lot too but no where near as much as I do her. lately I can't help but wonder if things would have been different. If I would have been different. I just hope I don't have that nightmare again tonight, I don't want to see it again. ever.
{end}

well that was a pleasant surprise. ^_~

Now I need to go take a nap.

Dear Rufus,
I don't really know how to tell you this, but I'll join the monastery. I think I realized it When you put cuffs on me With George Bush and his wife, and I saw you Drive out The crazy monk. I'm sure you're Scarred enough to understand That Extreme Home Makeover sucks. I'm returning Your memories from the military service to you, but I'll keep Your mom as a memory. You should also know that I Will tell the authorities about Senility.

Go burn,
Reno ♥.


( teh crack let me show you it. )


Btw, for those of you who are wondering, Rufus is asleep in my office. Leave him be!!!

I'm really honestly scared for Rufus. So many people are trying to kill him I have no idea why. Well at least none I can talk about here. That was to damn close and far to much.
These fuckers have gone to far. I'm going to talk to some old friends of mine and see what I can find out about this. hopefully I won't have to hurt someone to get it.

These Assholes need to learn just what happens when they do this shit and they will regret it till their dieing day.

Like always, the day I have off is the day Bad Shit happens. I'm starting to think Old Iron Ass is right and that I should always be working.

This time some dick tried to kill Rufus. In a strange way it's kinda good I wasn't there though (partly cuz the guy would have been dead, and the rest 'cuz charred flesh stinks like nothing else).

They won't even let me in the room with the guy. Most likely due to the reasons above. Heh.

Americans suck! Crazy assholes were all over the place!

Rufus dragged asshat and me to see a bunch of things between meetings so it was insanely hectic and exhausting. Though not as exhausting as certain other... things were. XD Victory for Reno! Wooo!

Glad to be back though. Glad the 3,000 mile rule applies.

Glad to be back to Bowser. He missed me.

So guess how I get to start the new year....paper work and a hang over.Thanks really...
Oh well it's worth it ^_^

Merry X-mas every one and I hope it's a XXX-mas for some of you.
also Fate right? get better soon ok.
anyways I hope you all find something good about to day...I'm trying after all

see ya guys

Rufus I know your hiding I understand you are scared and shaken by whatever the hell has happen.

but please I'm worried sick about you call or something please.
I need to hear your voice.

I kinda have a love hate relationship with the winter holidays.
There all about spending time with your family giving gifts and such. Now don't get me wrong I can give some pretty good gifts and I've gotten some nice ones to but these are all from/for co-workers. I'm sure Bowser loves the holidays too.
But the whole family thing just reminds me of the fact that I don't have one and haven't for a long time. It's not like some of the other guys who have family but can't go see them. I on't have one at all my only family is Bowser. Don't get me wrong he is the best cat a gut could have but ya know what he is just that a cat.
whatever see guys later.

P.S.
YES I finished my paper work YES it is on your desk right next to the letter opener.
damn silver haired pick

Goddammit! Why can't he see that the only way this company is going to survive is if he's alive?

Go to fucking bed, Rufus!!!